this dance is the dance that i have the deepest impression on. it's, how to say. our first ever dance as a whole wudao. and baishou is a dance that means alot to us, especially the year 3s.
i remember, me and qiurui were the only year 3s who were not chosen for the dance, and we were really sad. but after afew performances we were included too. this dance has gotten us alot of memories, really alot alot, can't be forgotten for life.

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qicai was also a very special dance. it was performed during kaleidoscope and it's the finale. to me, it was a very important performance but i couldn't perform for it cos i missed the last rehearsal when my grandfather passed away. i'm really looking forward to next year's but it'll probably be the next syf item or something. but i really hope i can get to perform for kaleidoscope. qicai was my dream dance, cos of the ribbons. that dance really taught me that hard work is really the crux. dongzuos are meant to be perfected, not luan luan get over and done with it. when i was first scolded i didn't understand. but after a while later i realised that we must really be positive. get over the scoldings and work harder. it's not just your problem cos you'll affect the whole dance.

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this dance only has got less than 20 people. back during those times when liangls dances were auditioned. the year 3s were all damn stressful during that time, cos nobody wants to be left out. this really spurred us, we really worked hard and all kept looking forward to the next chance, the next chance. so the juniors, you all are really very fortunate. you get to dance in most dances without a limited number of dancers. this performance was one of the performances i liked the most. although everyone was like "i screwed up my part lah", but the audiences were really good.

this dance was, one of the worst performances. actually, it was our best that we put up on stage this year. it was the best in all our practices. but i think that the audiences did not really like it, and i remember i posted a post telling the audiences that they never know of the hard work we need to put in just for that few minutes which little bothered to clap. i remembered when it ended, me and valerie almost cried. while it means alot to us it actually means very very little to the audiences.

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new feitian was our syf this year. i can say that this dance is the most meaningful dance to us. it's a completely new style and at first we were all very unfairylike. but it's after months and months of diao-ing and self youtubing that we start to have the feel of it. it's not something we can show just by jiqiaos and biaoqings. we must have the feeling too. through this dance, we bonded alot. it's abit of like from 0 to 100. from we don't even know feitian style exists to us creating our own poses. from our plastic biaoqings to our liang4 chu1 qu4 yan shen. from our unflexible yaos to all the zhuahoutuis and qianfans and san dao wans. from our senior-junior relationship to something closer. from year 1s - year 4s to a whole wudao group, helping one another regardless of age. from 30+ hearts to 1 heart on the ucc stage. from nothing to a whole PAC of clapping and cheering audiences who finally recognises cs dance. it's really a learning process nobody except us knows.
summing all these up makes me reflect on what i have been doing these 3 years, and i realise that i've improved, but not enough. i have to work harder, really. this is a sudden rush of emotions, and my fear of the coming xieren.
when we used to awe at huodezange, will the juniors think the same of our dunhuangmenghuan? will the future juniors do the same for the next syf too? wudao has really changed my life. if only we could stay in wudao forever.
as much as we think our seniors have been great, we hope to be great seniors too.
anyway, the point is just that wudao means alot to all of us. i love wudao! saying thanks to so many people out there who have once helped me, stepped on my leg when i couldn't do a split yet, pushed my leg until it hurts like mad, cracked my back, diao-ed my dongzuos and scolded me or anything. a million thanks. i'll never regret joining wudao.