y'know, i was so looking forward to today's outing...
something random on top not related to u.
anyway. yeah. i saw it. i read it. it was on practically everyone's blog. i shall not post it. u can go to anyone under wudao links and u can read it.
please. so sorry. but just let me post something that's totally related to wudao and all those non-wudao people won't understand/understand how we feel for erm, like the last time before a few weeks later.
haha tongwei, still as funny but it was touching, like that's the fact. the kind of thing that make u go 'YAH YAH YAH THAT'S IT!!!'
yeah i remember when i was sec 1 when i just came in, i couldn't do a split. so don't even talk about handstands and other stuff. and i came in by like DSA? i don't even know how i got in? my xiayao was done from the floor and i only did a left split which looks like 1 cos my hip actually didn't touch the floor. because i don't know what's a split.
i had never done a single datiao before, not to say daoti. i had never done pingzhuan in my whole damn life. i knew dance was nice only on tv but when it comes to me i'm like a total noob? LOL. i feel so spastic. but that's me. goes into dunman high dance.
then i came in and my first lesson was with liangls teaching some new steps to our seniors for SYF'07. and then my second lesson, i almost had a heart attack when i saw 五六七八 bomb everyone do a split. then i was like zibei until cannot take it but still try to do my maximum. i still remember my first left split i was so happy i want to like fly up on a balloon but have to continue doing jibengong. then it became my right split. then now my both splits improved alot. i won't say i can permenantly do splits or do very nice splits or splits are like considered pro. but at least 2 years of hardwork, after that u see improvement? it's like u can finally keep a shuttlecock in the air for 5 minutes. it's like u finally got 1st in a race. it's like u can finally play a piece on the instrument. it's like, scoring 1st in ur class. or simply, it's just getting a good progress award.
from don't know what is datiao, to doing ur first datiao, to getting to teach ur juniors what is datiao, to perfecting ur datiao, to learning feitiantiao, to doing all those in a SYF dance.
i have to admit, i had my first muscle ache only last year. haha amanda too. before that, every single wudao lesson in the studio, i never once sweat, never once felt pain, never once felt alot of achievement (only when i get gold for SYFs) never once had a muscle ache or back ache or plop onto the bed after dancing. i never really smile or feel that i'm in the dance or SYF is super important or trained hard for it. i really didn't understand alot of things in primary school.
now, after countless muscle aches, after receiving a new batch or juniors who are like imba when they first come in cos all can do splits. after bonding and encouraging and receiving encouragements and all that praising everyone and dancing towards our common goal, then i realised that's what actually dance is. if u all read the passage for the dec holiday homework. 目标. yes we have to have it.
we all improved alot. i think the 'hitting themselves against the wall' 'prying their legs open' are all quite true. i mean. u are just any normal pedestrain on the street, any normal student in class. then when u change into a leotard u do splits which normal people can't do. u do handstands and u fall but u try again. i do bianshen and fell and blacked out. i was scared i don't want to do it again. but if i had to do it i will still do. i mean if a teacher ask me to lah.
dancers. u cannot give up just because of a single injury, fall, scolding. whatever. i think alot of people's parents ask us to quit dance rite. but how many quitted? we can do it man. always tell urself the next dance is silver standard. smile bigger, it's not going to decay ur teeth. feel the dance, you're not going to get a heart attack. listen to the music at home/on the way to school/bathing/before u sleep/when u wake up, it won't rot ur ears. talk louder to the teachers, it won't tear ur lips.
by the way, i still can't do a cartwheel. to those who are perfecting ur qianfans, u are very good. very very good. for those who can't, hi5 let's jiayou!
if u think u're very good already then watch more youtube videos and gasp more haha it's like a turbo sucking ur heart right to the bottom of the sea. but of course if all of u are like modest and hardworking, which i think is everyone just that they never show or said anything, then observe more, push urself harder. 1 person's improvement will motivate another person and soon 1 by 1 we'll be throwing ourselves against the wall that the school will have to repaint it. or we'll be pushing our split to our maximum that the floor have to be waxed. impress the judges man, we can do it. hello it's a feitian dance. not a kid dance. it's time to show our feminine side ok?
lol i'm done. next post up soon. i think the next post will be very cute. heee :D
ok no more ranting.