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Saturday, May 10, 2008 3:38 PM

so sorry to my blog and those who read my posts(:
let me explain why i never post for this few days.
monday was the self practise and we stayed till 7 cos it was the last practise with sec 4s D:
tuesday was ca3 and went home but didn't post cos i forgot why. maybe i was chionging for some stuff...
wednesday was my birthday :D and i went for swensens with my mum^^ came home late and tired le and had to chiong something as well as the video.
thursday was the official chionging for xieren video which i chionged till 1am but in the end i was crazy at the late hour i went to delete every file imported to make the video so i can only show everyone the video with no effects ):
friday was xieren. when i was busy running around from library and to take the cable all sort of stuff i had a headache. plus crying which worsen the headache so i went home took a small nap and took a light dinner and slept all the way till morning.
so sorry to my parents, especially my dad. he wanted to celebrate my birthday yesterday cos he was busy on wednesday so he ordered kfc but i seriously felt like puking and very badly needed rest so i can only eat a bit myself, not with my family. but thanks anyway, though he won't read this.
wednesday, my birthday.
thanks to all those who sent sms to wish me birthday, especially jiaying and sotong. haha primary school mates who remembered my birthday(:
thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday in school, even those who don't know me well or not in 2A, especially charlotte from 2I(:
thanks to all those who made me a card, namely jiamei, lingmin, both graces and wye inn and all those who wrote on the card^^
thanks to all those who wished me birthday on their blog with their posts and yulong for his personal message :D
thanks to all those for their lovely presents, grace, wye inn and zhenwen who shared a cute cute bao for me to hug, serene for the nicely handmade pillow and my mum for the dinner. and also nicole who made a very nice test tube which was purple at first but don't know why turned green. anyway it's nice(: and song che for the authentic pearls =)
thanks charlotte, nicole's sis for the card. the cute cute card(:
thanks all those people who sang birthday song to me, lingmin yenhan, sammie jiamei haihua many more who sang in the canteen, manjia grace and wye inn at the gym and others!
lastly jingren and manjia for their super early rubics cube and sammie for the shopaholic and pencil case. thanks everyone!
you just read something which will either waste your time or make you happy if your name is inside^^
friday, xieren. it was damn damn damn sad. more sad than a thousand damns.
at first it was taking picture, then our sec 2 performance, which comprised of a dance, edited huige and the teachers talk. and the sec 3s made sandwiches for the weiyuan and finally i showed my video. long story man. the cable was faulty and almost couldn't played it. i was so shocked la. spent so much effort le then cannot show them. but when finally can, i was so happy to tears. thanks renee, jiahui and others who helped. thanks yingxin who sort of organised quite a lot for the performance and those in the dance. and qinting and people who edited the lyrics. and rachel for helping me compile the wudao and xiju parts of the video. and serene for the nice photoshop files(: xieren was a success and warm welcome weiyuan 0809!
we felt like crying after reading the notes sec 4s gave us, but decided that the best moment to cry was still the last moment, so held back our tears. when they finished passing down their posts, we just started crying and hugging around and we were so sad that we can't stop crying la.
you see others cry you start again, and think of all those times.
malay dance, my first contact with wudao, i was closer to sec 4s. they were really nice. but as time passed, sec 2s got close to sec 4s. they were a fun and wonderful batch. the 4 of them. then it was qingchun. then xieren. we were ignorant then. we were not aware of how sad we could be. then it was baishou selection. me and qiurui left. we were sad. then it was cny dance. more people not selected. and thanks zina for the encouragement. after that was me getting into baishou, and next is chou dance and feitian. there were really some problems, but they kept me moving, although year 2s were really nice too. when they're gone, we will miss the fun times. wudao outing, staying back late together, doing crazy stuff together, people bullying zina, weijia suggesting posts for pictures, joylynn the crazy one, and ningli too. every single one of them were really so nice, i think they're the best seniors to wudao juniors, and wudao is really bonded cos of their effort too. i think cs has got the best and fun seniors, cos xiju people are also nice. and when it was the jingju part in the xieren video, lots of people cheered. i don't know, it's just a different feeling. you feel that you are not exactly close to them or don't know them, but you still feel as proud and cheer together like there's telepathy. i already missed the sec 4s. it's a pity, that even if they or we join senior high dance together, we will never have the chance to practise together again, cos by the time we become senior high, they have left. we won't be as close.
you just read something not related to you if you're not in wudao.
today, parent teacher meeting day.
the first teacher my mother saw was mr tan kian boon. and we saw yulong there and my mother started attacking parent after parent. i think my mother is oversociable. then the talk in the hall and finally queued up for mr hia. it was stupid la. when it was my turn mr hia had to shift his car cos they gonna lock somewhere up so we didn't have much time.
anyway level camp is coming, so have to start preparing le.

yesterday was a sad day. is this emo enough?